God I'm So Sorry For Not Trusting You

For some reason when I was searching for the relief for my soul while reading Job, this passage brought me to tears it broke a spirit at work within me completely. I could myself like ribbon running through the text I had been like Job on how many occasions. Because how many of us have been guilty of resisting the will of God for our life because of what our finite mind couldn't understand about God in his infinite wisdom. Job 42:1 Job replied to the Lord, 2 “I know that you can do anything. No one can keep you from doing what you plan to do. 3 You asked me, ‘Who do you think you are to disagree with my plans? That being said, God will bring out your comfort zone to bring into your purpose... where are compelled by God to be in the spirit instead of just being where you want to be in your flesh. You don't have to always have understand all that God is doing to activate your faith... often all that you have to do is trust God's will to be done and follow his instructions.  Knowing that obedience is better than sacrifice. God is is saying, "You do not know what you are talking about. SO humbling when you realize" I spoke about things that couldn't completely understand. I talked about things that were too wonderful for me to know. 4 “You said, ‘Listen now, and I will speak. I will ask you some questions. Then I want you to answer me.’5 My ears had heard about you. But now my own eyes have seen you.6 So I despise my ways I’m really sorry for what I said about you Lord That’s why I’m sitting in dust and ashes in repentance. How many of us owe God an apology today, I know that I did people of God you have to know through conviction when repentance is due.