Let Go And Let God Heal You - It's Time

I cannot seem to shake what Iyanla said to Evelyn Lozada, "On Fix My Life" where she talked about the deep wounds inside a little girl who grows up without a proper relationship with her father. That I have sown so much anger into the atmosphere because I was in so much pain myself that I reaped violence at the hands of violent angry people. Hurt people will hurt people not always intentionally many do it subconsciously just because they are hurting, as somewhat of an automatic response or perhaps a defensive mechanism. Suddenly I had tears like raindrops looking at what I had become my worst fear had come upon like the plague. I saw myself clearly, the girl inside the woman was wounded because her daddy left her when she was ten and even before then his presence had never been consistent. I know now that I loved my daddy and my daddy loved me but those were the realities of what our relationship was, it was broken and never had fully healed. Therefore I realized that I didn't know what love was supposed look like, feel like or be like because hadn't seen it for myself. I was lost in that way and in my need for love and constant validation, that I made horrible decisions concerning men. I was caught up in the cycle of abuse because I had been looking for love in all wrong places.

Using Your Spiritual Gifts To Give And To Love

Sometimes when we feel a lack in our life it is because many of us haven't given enough, especially of ourselves. Many of us want receive a blessing from the Lord while remaining selfish about what we are willing give. The law resoporosity is always in full efffect you never will receive more from others more than you are willing to give, the law sowing and reaping is real. For God so loved the world he give his only begotten son that those who believe on Him shall not perish but they shall have everlasting life John 3:16 It blessing to be able to receive for it is a spiritual gift but every good and perfect gift comes from above and it starts with a gift. God giving to us then us giving back to God and God allowing us to be able give to each other. Remember that you are never more like your Heavenly Father than when you give and when you love! What does your love have to do with it ....EVERYTHING!

The Need To Be In Order At This Time

I know that, in whatsoever God does, it shall be for ever: that nothing can be put to it, nor any thing taken from it: and God does it, that men should fear before him. ~Ecclesiastes 3:14-15 (King James Version)~ It is in the reverential fear of the Lord that is the beginning of wisdom and why there are so many that are unwise among us in this season. Now God has been dealing with us all in grace and mercy but after grace and mercy will not work for some of us and we will not heed the warnings then comes judgement and wrath! God's spirit will not always strive with man so the day that hear God's voice harden not your heart. Holy fear and reverence must return to God's house and his people there must be a distinction between the ways of the world and the way of God and the Church!

The Power Of Speaking Word In Due Season

From 1 Samuel 30...May you recover it ALL everything stolen, missing or broken your life today! 


No weapon formed against me shall prosper that doesn't mean that adversary won't come in try steal from your life that just means that devil won't succeed. When know you who really you going mad at hell in your life and go into enemy's camp take back everything stolen from you in Jesus name. So David and his men came to the city, and there it was, burned with fire; and their wives, their sons, and their daughters had been taken captive. Then David and the people who were with him lifted up their voices and wept, until they had no more power to weep. The Lord you hears you when you cry over loss but is a time to from cease from weeping and get up and go fight the good fight of faith. So David inquired of the Lord, “Shall I pursue this? Will I overtake them?” “Pursue them,” he answered. “You will certainly overtake them and succeed in the rescue 18 David recovered everything his enemies 19 Nothing was missing: young or old, boy or girl, plunder or anything else they had taken. David brought everything back. So I thank and praise God for your recovery today...Amen!!!!

Why Sunshine and Rain Are Needed To Grow

Without rain you could never have rainbow and I thank God for sunshine but I praise God through the rain, yes I praise God for glory coming after this by faith!

Going Through The Process Of Before During And After This

Today I speak forth the faith for divine expectations and the miraculous to come forth in Jesus name. From being overwhelmed by the circumstances to look what the Lord has done in signs and wonders in miracles to perform, blessings and God exceeding your every expectation. Now to him who is able to do immeasurably more than all we ask or imagine, according to his power that is at work within us. Ephesians 3:20 Your delay has not been a denial nor did your faith fail you but life is a process and everything difficult isn't of the devil some things are God trying to get us in order. So from your life being upside down right now to your life becoming right side up, know in whatever your going through during this, there may have been pain or disappointment but after this there shall be glory... in Jesus name, Amen

True Transformation Is Never Cheap

We in this society that tends to offer people cheap change, where the transformation isn't a process and requires no personal investment on your part in order to work. When the truth is your habits won't change until you do or your "attitude" does toward God, yourself and those around you. It is one thing to be blessed and another to stay that way through your faithfulness. You see blessings have to be mainained and what you do not honor you cannot keep. That's why people keep going back way things used to be, "familiar spirits". You cannot keep going back to the way that you were... when you have been delivered, and for your soul to remain an empty vessel is dangerous because something is going fill that void God or the devil! You leave yourself open for attack and those demons along with others to come back in your life worse then they were before. God takes no pleasure in those who put their hands to the plow "a good work" and turn back. Luke 9:62

Passing The Test During The Hard Times 9/11

Today I remember the troops , FDNY, NYPD and the fact that September 11, 2001... is not that far behind us. Most importantly as in each and everyday I remember God. We tend to want to forget the things that we should always remember. In America we have few friends and real enemies so as always we ought always pray and not cease in the changing times of a new world. How some pay with including their lives and some pay nothing not even attention to the world in which they live. We pray for peace but we are prepared if their not because we must protect ourselves dangerous times. God bless the family and friends of the victims of 9/11 peace be with you ♥ ♥

The Truth Of 9/11 A Loss of Innocence

The attacks of ‎9/11 reminds us what we should always remember, that some have payed with their lives so that some us don't even have to pay attention. But now isn't time for us not to be paying attention for that causes us to to be ignorant of the devil's devices whether it be physically or spiritually.

Creating Peace From Within

I am renewing my mind so I will be fasting ALL negativity for the next 30 days the mind can be a battlefield, but I will win from within and maintain my peace!

Maintaining Balance-Taking The Time For Yourself

I went for a long walk in about 40min 3+miles so proud of myself :) As a woman I find that I have been guilty of taking great care of others while neglecting myself. Example: A.) My temple, because I am committed to everybody and everything but myself and that must change! Cause I certainly can't be any good to anyone else long term, not even God and God has work for me to do if i can't do that if I am not good to myself. I am about recondition mind and body so I am going to commit to regular exercise and I will be fasting ALL negative thoughts and expressions for next 30 days. Anyone else ready a change are welcome to join me! As it has been brought to my attention that I am very negative towards myself, pray my strength in the Lord....thank you!

Prayer The Connection Between Us And Our Brother Or Sister

Self promotion easy to do but when you lift up your brother or sister in prayer, you will eventually rise yourself because we are ALL connected.

The Beauty Of Worship And The Value Of Hardwork

Sometimes we get so caught up in our work for God that we forget our worship and reverence of God. While God appreciates your work and your labor for Him shall not be in vain He loves your worship. The times where you go into the garden alone with God just to pray and to worship. Just to give God glory for ALL that He has already given you. Many times we want to give God token of ourselves when God wants it ALL when was the last time that you gave God your everything so He could your everything . It is only when your willing to give God your ALL that He will become your EVERYTHING with nothing missing and nothing broken in your life because nothing will be missing or broken in your relationship with God.  Therefore you be living a blessed life because it will be your best life.

Exceedingly and Abundantly Blessings

When you pray then BELIEVE and take the limits off God... for God is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that we could ask or think. Sometimes we are so busy praying and thinking small not even believing that God wanting to bless above that we could ask or think.  We are waiting for a job when God wants us the idea for a business. Where is your faith today, because God is as only great for you as He is within you. God isn't a God of lack He is God of every need being supplied with nothing missing and nothing broken. So why are you worrying about how to pay the rent went when God wants to provide for you houses and land.  He told you that you would be a lender and not a borrower so why are uoitroubled over money, remember the promises. The main thing isn't our need but it is our heart instead, remember seek first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and these things shall be added unto you. Matthew 6:33

If You Only Believe

God never said that would always be easy, however He said that would be possible to them that believe.  So behaving badly like God broke His promise to you every time that something doesn't your way or you GO through. Learn how endure my brothers and sisters for if there is no cross there can be no crown. For the Bible says, That you may be the children of your Father which is in heaven: for he makes his sun

 to rise on the evil and on the good, and sends rain on the just and on the unjust. Matthew 5:45 I have found that how you handle your trouble is a good indicator of how it will last..."going through" is a place of transition in life and was NEVER meant to be constant place of dwelling. Whatever happens after this will be because you BELIEVED, so I am expecting great things because I am BELIEVER!

Prepare Then Perform In Your Purpose

And the LORD answered me: “Write the vision; make it plain on tablets, so he may run who reads it." Habakkuk 2:2 Some of us have had the vision for ourselves in our head or in our heart for years and haven't written our vision down on anything anywhere once. God says, what are your waiting for to write it down for vision yet for an appointed time but it is past time time for you to be preparing yourself to run with the vision. Many times God allows people to cast of the wrong place to get your the right position for blessing....truth is that people never plan to fail but they do not do their due diligence in preparation for a blessing because they have failed to plan. You begin to plan then must always prepare yourself to make the proper accommodations for what you believe God is bringing into your life!

Running Your Own Race With Courage

What once was may not be what now is, so if it doesn't serve your purpose for today then it is time to let it go. Forgetting those things which are behind I press towards the mark of high calling of Christ. Philippians 3:14 I'm I perfect no, but I am pressing in the race knowing that God is faithful and He is getting the impurities out of my character every time that I pray, so that my race gets stronger and better in time. People today, press towards the mark there is something to be said for pressing to be the best while staying in your own lane. Yes you have your own lane, the place that God created with you in mind for your divine purpose, A race that only you can run for yourself and it was intended that you win, so wherever you are in the race right now be encouraged!

The Joy Of The Is Your Strength

I feel so sorry for someone who gets sad when they see someone else is happy.  When God told you that you were to rejoice with them that rejoice.  God showed you that the best way to bring forth a blessing is to break forth in a praise for a praise in advance will bring about a divine breakthrough. Sometimes God will allow you to see others have what you want just to expose your heart in matter. Can you celebrate you brother or sister's success since we are all saints in Christ right or will you grieve and become begrudging of their joy? God is showing you.. yourself and your character, your attitude about yourself and others will give rise to your ascension or bring about your downfall to lift you up or cast you down in this season. Your attitude will tell on you whether you are well pleased will God will or not!  Be careful in heart and if you know that your attitude is wrong then REPENT, for you don't want delay your own blessing by being upset about how God has blessed someone else.

In The Presence Of The Lord There Is No Fear

I will fear no evil for God is carrying me forward into my future and I declare that I won't go back to way it used to be, because I am believer in God.

God, Politics And Our Country As A Democracy

People in this political season remember when voting that God isn't Democrat or Republican nor is He a politician but he's pro righteousness, justice & truth, so govern your vote accordingly, Amen!!!

God Knows You Better Than You Know Yourself

You might as well be who you are, because God sees you and knows who really are in your heart the good, bad and the ugly. So you say that you have a secret, so how is that when nothing hidden from the Lord but in time the hidden things shall be revealed. You can lie to others, you can even lie to yourself but don't get caught up in lying to God don't allow your secrets to steal your soul and separate you from God forever. God loves you so much that grace and mercy, is there to cover you to if you confess faults but judgement and justice is there to correct and chastise you if you don't as a loving Father. So in all that do you remember God watching over you and you are watch as well as pray.

The Desire Of My Heart For A Mate

I thank God that hears my prayer and knows my heart and He knows that I desire a mate. SO I decided that I am going to start praying for husband, for God said it is not good for man to be alone!

I Do Truly Believe

From your life being upside down at time to becoming right side up again, know in whatever your going through right now that will be glory after this.

Finding True Success

When you begin to embrace what this world calls success...be careful, because it can be so deceptive so much of this world's success is just an illusion filled with smoke and mirrors! Our heart when not kept in check, can be deceiving us into a place where we are no longer humble. Building you up just to let you down but not God He we keep you if you want to be kept. You will keep them in perfect peace whose mind is sta

yed on you, because they trust in you. Isaiah 26:3 So get what you need in God, because at the end of the day there is nothing like the real thing. So I pray today that we become more real everyday, rooted and grounded in truth in the who we are how we live and what we accept around us, so accept no counterfeits for God is real...in Jesus name, Amen!

Nothing IS Too Hard For God

To say a person or a situation can't change, is like saying that there's no God who can change them. Man's limitations are God opportunities to perform the impossible because God specializes in the miraculous. You and I still being here beyond the possibility that never should made it this far is a miracle in and of itself, tell God thank you! For what is impossible with man in possible with God and all things are possible to them believe. A need and your faith, makes you a prime candidate for miracle but whatever ask of Lord make sure that have the faith for it, because God needs your faith to perform His mighty acts!

When Politics And The Pulpit Collide

Preachers, pastors people of influence... I know that this a political season but don't use your position to polarize and poison the rest us with your views. Also by all means don't use a pulpit or podium to lie in name of the Lord .. i.e..Mike Huckabee for the sake of politics, for God is the GOD ALL truth!

Only The Faithful Shall See God

People we must ask ourselves what happens us when we allow ourselves to become the fearful then where is our faith? Because if our faith is in God why then why is our faith not enough to counteract any evil, that is trying to come against us. It's funny what you realize they you are afraid of lying there alone in the dark, but I am no longer afraid because God is carrying me forward and not backwards because I am believer! I believe in Jehovah God, so I am no longer as those who are the fearful b

ut it makes want to be more faithful as God is faithful . "But to the fearful, the unbelievers, the corrupt, murderers, the immoral, those who practice witchcraft, idol worshipers, and all liars--their fate is in the fiery lake of burning sulfur. This is the second death." Revelations 21:8 I have no more fear of man in me expect for my reverence of God! =) The Lord is my Shepherd I shall not want!

Inviting The Spirit Of Peace To Abide From Within

Drive out those filled with confusion and conflict will leave, therefore quarreling and abuse will stop. When you don't what to say may I suggest you a say prayer to God and let your words to people be few. Proverbs 22:10 Some people can't love or treat you well, because they don't love themselves  and those who don't God first and foremost and themselves certainly can't love you it take God to love. Since they haven't developed a relationship with God yet they are always searching, and yet they are never satisfied so they cause conflict all around them. Because they won't use wisdom in what they say to keep peace but they will become "the scornful instead".  Those who are at war from within are at war because they have turned away from God, for God is peace, joy and love and if  you are missing any of those aspects then your answer is Jesus.  Because no one can calm a confused heart but Jesus, but you have the power to speak peace be still in your life as you can speak calm to the waters, in Jesus name. So we speak peace to be in your home and peace in your heart and mind in Jesus name, Amen.

Love Unconditional Who Could Desire More

Lord I thank you that you are married to the backslider, so we can't fall enough times or be so far away for you not to love us. Not always because of us but sometimes spite of us in our own ways but your love remains unconditional. Your Word assures us though we fall down redemption is still available, to lift us up again where we belong if we allow you to. The sin ins't falling down but staying down so you can get up again and get in line with no condemnation just as a just child of God. So in love with us, as the Good Shepherd that you leave 99 to go get the lost one, you are priority to God not just option. So no matter where you are in your relationship with God and even if you feel that you don't have one redemption is still available.  Because know matter what Jesus loves you and yes He saves!

Your Character As The Basis For Your Soul

Your reputation precedes you but it is byproduct of your character so by all means protect your character & not just your image. Maintain your priorities as a firm foundation for your life because in the end it is as it was in the beginning and image really isn't everything.

Can You See Me Now.....Seeing Is Believing!

Vision to see is different from having insight about what you have observed, and just because your looking at a situation doesn't mean you can see anything clearly. Sometimes you need to step back in a situation, in order to put things in their proper perspective.

The Healing That Is In Your Tears

This morning, I want to say it is okay to cry even Jesus wept even tears have a process and you will stop when you are healed and it is time for you to move on. If Jesus had to cry then why wouldn't you? Crying is cleansing to the soul sometimes you need to release those old emotions....all the times parts of us die along the way trying to live through the hurt, loss, abuse, shame, neglect or abandonment, and they told you not to cry or you told yourself, well it is okay to cry today. Weeping may endure for a night and you may be in a night season in your life but joy comes in morning. I consider every tear a prayer, sometimes you just don't have the words to say and God will still hear the cry of your heart. Whatever process that you going through right now, my Aunt Tudy says... time and prayer heals ALL wounds "time and prayer baby time and prayer." So my brothers and sisters, be encouraged!

The Truth About Love

Real love is not conditional but it is particular just like God and if it is indiscriminate then it can be dangerous, remember that!!!!

The True Beauty Of A Smile

You know came to think of it, sometimes smile just because I can and it confuses my enemies even enemy of my soul. You know that the devil don't like it when smile when he know that you going through yet your spirit is unconquered. I love to make them all wonder why the joy remains in spite of pain.  why I can still smile in a world that seems to be so sad. It is because I know something that they don't know, because I have joy of the Lord not just happiness there is a difference! Happiness can be elusive for it changes according to my circumstances, so it is easy come and easy go but not joy remains for it abides in me deep within recesses of my soul.