A Mother's Day Memory

Mother's Day is a blessed but sad time for me in a sense..,I grieve the loss of my baby in the form of a miscarriage many years ago and I feel somewhat invisible because I am not a mother. But I am a woman so something inside of me still needs to be celebrated, so I brought myself some gifts for Mother's Day!! Maybe I am wrong for feeling this way but with each that I get older with no children... I feel grieved in my spirit for what I always hoped that I would have, I have always wanted a son. My thoughts then turn to those of praying Hannah! Who wanted and was eventually blessed with a son. So in the course of time Hannah became pregnant and gave birth to a son. She named him Samuel, saying, 1 Samuel 1:20- "Because I asked the LORD for him."  People assume that I am a mother, so they wish me Happy Mother's Day... I don't always know what to say because I am not mother sometimes I say nothing. Now you would think that I would gotten used to it by now but that is still hard for me. But God knows what I need better then I know what I want.