My Testimony

I sat in church crying inside today absolutely screaming in fact...I know that what you do acknowledge you cannot heal and what you do not forgive then holds you captive from forever being able to move forward. My pastor spoke in the alter call about wounds today and I was disobedient when I knew that I was wounded. Church hurt in fact, married to a minister s "man of God" abusing me then watching him go up into pulpit to preach was sickening. There was a root of bitterness there because of the hurt and shame of the situation. Then seeking help from a church and pastor and absolutely nobody acknowledging my pain. In my heart I promised that would NEVER involve myself closely with a church or a "man of God" again! But God is healing and He does all thing well and my life as a mister's wife has a purpose.  I was wrong and I asked God for forgiveness because bitterness is a blessing blocker for sure. God promised me that I would healed without scars, so I asked no wounds Lord, He no not only no wounds but no scars to remind me of my past, just perfect healing, thank you Lord!